For the People, By the Poet: Eloisa Amezcua


For the People, by the Poet, (FP by the P) is a column written by local street poet Rashaad Thomas that highlights, celebrates and supports local poets in Arizona cities. Poets outside academia often feel excluded from the dialogue that influences diverse communities using new and innovative methods, and this column aims to highlight some of the poets working "on the ground" here in Arizona. 

Tonight, I’m among family and friends to celebrate our guest of honor, Phoenix native, Eloisa Amezcua, and the release of her first full collection of poetry, From the Inside Quietly.  Upon entering the intimate venue, my wife and I were introduced to two people who have significant roles in the collection’s verse: Eloisa’s motherthe storyteller, and her fatherthe psychiatrist.  There is a sense of fulfillment when I meet these two people whose portraits I came to know closely on the page.

The house vibrates with smiles, chatter, the exchange of conversation.  I stand in the corner listening to each person approach Eloisa and ask excitedly, “Are you going to read tonight?” I joke how poets are transformed into DJs; dancers requesting they play their favorite song. I’m not sure how any reader could pick a favorite poem from this LP.


Eloisa responds, “I’ll read in about 15 minutes.” In anticipation of her reading, the crowd grows restless. Thirty minutes later, she finally opens to her loved ones.  Family and friends’ eyes glitter with anticipation.  The women all sit on couches surrounding the guest of honor.  The men stand patiently.  The women's powerful presence is as visible in the room as it is in Amezcua's From the Inside Quietly.  


Eloisa gracefully thanks everyone for coming and softly begins to read:




We drive the back roads deeper

into the desert. We’ve driven...”


Listening, my ears nonetheless fade to the first time I heard Eloisa read. (Editor's note: you can view this reading here.)


Her first words, then, struck me. “This is my first post-election poem that I’ve written that I would put in a baggie and place in the ground."




Line 1: My father is not a rapist

Line 2: Or a drug trafficker or a criminal or a killer or a rapist (12x)

Line 3: Or a bad one


My mother is not a rapist

Line 2 (12x)

Line 3


I am not a rapist

Or a drug trafficker or a criminal or a killer or a rapist (12x)


When America elects a president, they are not electing their best (13x)

Though they’ve not yet begun to hear me scream


The poem’s beat caught me off guard, its rhythm driving its lyrical point into the audience.


I was convinced and collected all of her chapbooks: ON NOT SCREAMING – 2016, SYMPTOMS OF TEETHING – 2017, and MEXICAMERICANA – 2017.


I faded back into the present moment listening.


She tells us that her siblings —

Five sisters, two brothers —


threw her in a pit

one morning. They all called her pollita


From the Inside Quietly defines love, but doesn’t set boundaries for its definition.


Repeatedly, Eloisa’s work makes me ask myself, whether love be political.


From the Inside Quietly shares intimate stories some writers would have reservations sharing. The poems contemplate identity, relationships, history, political debates, pop culture and love. She’s a Mexican-American woman pulled by Mexico, not wanting to betray her roots, but also being pulled the opposite direction, by America, simply trying to see where the center of her heart will choose and win the tug-of-war. Her courage is inspiring.


She captures a generation’s woman’s fresh cerebral and visceral voice in each story’s vignette.  There are common themes throughout the collection: women’s fear of male violence, colorism, intimate love with an ex-partner, and the unconditional love told through the woman’s body and family stories.  Screams reflect into the reader’s eyes from the inside and pushed into the chilling dark like the poem, E WALKS HOME ALONE: AN INNER MONOLOGUE.


map your surroundings


locate another woman  locate


a group of women                     locate a well-lit space


 to stop and punch


9-11 into your cell phone          if needed


Eloisa’s storytelling and dark humor will envelop you as the reader, and her poems display a strong sense of agency.  Even though the collection is amassed with short terse poems that may leave you feeling heavy, there’s a sense of being weightless and warmed by light and joy.


“Cutting paper dresses for her paper dolls.

Tia Imelda stabbed her in the knee


with a pair of dull scissors.  And mother

hesitates to tell me what her sister


yelled before thrusting

the rusted bladed into her small body”


Her family and friends' laughter snap me back to the present.  I realized I’d been hypnotized by a poetic memoir that could’ve been my own.


I rewind and fast-forward in time with each poem as if I have found my favorite song, though I can’t decide which was my favorite. I believe this collection will be the first of many to go platinum.



Eloisa Amezcua is an Arizona native. Her debut collection, From the Inside Quietly, is the inaugural winner of the Shelterbelt Poetry Prize selected by Ada Limón. A MacDowell fellow, she is the author of three chapbooks and founder/editor-in-chief of The Shallow Ends: A Journal of Poetry. Her poems and translations are published or forthcoming in Poetry MagazineKenyon ReviewGulf Coast, and others.